Sleep

When I was a child, I used to stay awake all night sometimes not quite on purpose, but because I was not sure what would happen if I did go to sleep and I could keep track of what was going on from my vantage.  Today, it is still a little difficult.  I utilize modern technologies such as Zapier or think about getting a circadian rhythms light to help when I am budgeting my savings account.  I have found out that this has been detrimental, well, I have always known that and have tried to sleep regularly.  I remember one time I wrote a post about being prescribed Ambien (which I did not take very long and I cannot remember why…I am drawing a blank) and I went on to say that I was afraid of becoming robotic-like.  I think that is strange, really, to have perhaps chosen something to focus on that which drives sleep.  I suppose the actual dilemma is thinking sleep is different than it is.